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lea_hazelToday existed to remind me that (and why) I will most likely not be able to work a full time job again.
If I muster enough energy for dinner and a shower, it will be a minor miracle.
If I muster enough energy for dinner and a shower, it will be a minor miracle.
I ramble about writing (and traverse unexpected territory)
Sep. 15th, 2017 03:12 pmlea_hazelWriting has always been a central part of my life and even my identity, even when I didn't practice it regularly. It's been a background goal for me to become a writer even though all the other ambitions that I've had and discarded. Eventually I had to make a hard decision and I decided to pursue writing as a profession and career, not a hobby. I still have a day job, obviously. And I still hobby write (fanfiction, and other things). But the goal is to write professionally.
Writing is a frequently frustrating occupation. It's hard work, and it's work that's often undervalued, sometimes even as it's in demand. As most fanfic writers have noticed. Still I've had some amazing writerly moments in my life, outside of the aspiration to go pro and alongside some bitter disappointments (in myself and in others). I wanted to write a lot about those, since one of them happened just recently and since I could always use a morale boost to my creativity.
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*glances up* What the fuck am I even talking about, who can even tell.
(actual playlist I was listening to when I was writing this.)
Writing is a frequently frustrating occupation. It's hard work, and it's work that's often undervalued, sometimes even as it's in demand. As most fanfic writers have noticed. Still I've had some amazing writerly moments in my life, outside of the aspiration to go pro and alongside some bitter disappointments (in myself and in others). I wanted to write a lot about those, since one of them happened just recently and since I could always use a morale boost to my creativity.
( Read more... )
*glances up* What the fuck am I even talking about, who can even tell.
(actual playlist I was listening to when I was writing this.)
Strange Times in Hazel's Head
Sep. 14th, 2017 06:52 pmlea_hazelI'm experiencing a wave of nostalgia for my old fanfic that is both powerful and inexplicable.
i went in for cleaning supplies... which i didn't actually get?
Sep. 13th, 2017 06:56 pmfahrbotdrusillai found perogies at aldi's, they have no eggs or milk in them! they "may contain trace etc" of milk, but that's because the other ones they sell have cheddar in them. i haven't had perogies since i was a teenager, i used to eat them fried with salsa, probably won't fry them given i'm not eating oil, unless i bake instead of boil them i'll probably just have them like raviolis. lol my mom didn't pick any up since she wasn't sure kitkat would go for it, i told her just tell her they're potato raviolis... but oh well.
I think my mom has my paper towels... but yeah idk if they just didn't have any but i didn't get the bleach.
eta: well, shit. the other thing i went in for was ketchup, which i also didn't get (though also... didn't see?). :/
I think my mom has my paper towels... but yeah idk if they just didn't have any but i didn't get the bleach.
eta: well, shit. the other thing i went in for was ketchup, which i also didn't get (though also... didn't see?). :/
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Sep. 11th, 2017 03:41 pmfahrbotdrusillaso remember when my face was infected? i've been to the dentist (a couple months back) then they told me to get a doctors note due to all my health problems, so i went, not once, but THREE times last month to the cardiologist trying to get one, he said he'd send it over... i call to reschedule the extraction, and they don't have it, so i called the cardiologist and they say they have snail mailed it to them. So, I'm still in limbo. BUT not dying! so there is that. i want to get it done and over with before my dad gets into town, because i have to have my meds altered and give myself shots twice a day for a week prior and a week after the procedure.